Wat a bad day urghhhhhh

i didn't have a very good day today!!!!!!!! Started off with my friend screaming at me cuz I was just layin on her floor not rlly doin anythin! I kept thinkin how come I be a good influence on her? So I sat up and grabbed my bible to read and she stared not being very nice about it.....so I tried to not get mad..but I did and i felt soooo bad I mean I want to be like Jesus and speak kindly to others. So she left for work and I sat there tryin to pull myself together. At the time I was texting my friend Erica who moved from pocatello to Massachusetts! She asked me what was wrong when I was givin one word answers back (if u knw me I give more than just one word answers). I kept telling her nothing I'm fine when in reality I was falling apart!!!!! So she finally got me to admit that something was wrong and I admitted to her I was in tears and the tears wouldn't stop falling. So she started talking to me through texts. I really hated myself because lately it seems like I'm running hard from God and Jesus when I only want to run hard for them! I want to live my life with God as the center.....so I was rereading everything I've written down or gotten since the day I was saved.....which made me cry harder because I knew God was the one I needed. So I earnestly or tried to earnestly pray and seek Him for His love. Then Erica told me how much of a beautiful woman I am and how pleased she is that God put her in my life and vice versa. By this point the tears had pretty much subsided and I felt at peace with everything for a while. I even had a decent talk with my mom, which was good because me and my mom have been fighting constantly lately so I wanted to be an example and show her God's love. We were laughing and joking about everything, then she said the wrong thing and I got defensive. She hung up on me and I felt like crap!!!!! So I called her back and said I was sorry and I loved her. She didn't say much back but that's ok I guess. Then my dad called and he was making me laugh so hard I couldn't breathe..by this point I was hyperrrrrrrrrrrrr cuz I had eaten a lot of mms. My dad said I couldn't have no more and I said but but they my mms......we both laughed. Overall it was a great talk with my dad. Then another friend got in my face about some stupid crap and I snapped and told her I didn't want to talk to her for a while. Then she punched me in the face.....which was not cool. Thankfully I made the right decision and walked away from her wihout a backward glance. Then I got stuck in the middle of yet another friend fight and I hate being in the middle..urghhhhhh! Jesus I need you now please come hold me in your loving arms! I knw u love and care for all of us individually :)